Technology Blurb

So, the integration of technology has become impressive. People now can sms blog posts straight to their websites. No longer do people have to be on a laptop or computer to connect to people around the world. How cool is that?

Surrender

AP testing has been a huge bitch. It's totally my fault that I'm taking so many, but I've missed so many classes that I will end up having to make it up. Gross.

So, most people agree that this poem is now one of their favorites:

To an Inconstant One
Sir Robert Ayton

I LOVED thee once; I'll love no more--
Thine be the grief as is the blame;
Thou art not what thou wast before,
What reason I should be the same?
He that can love unloved again,
Hath better store of love than brain:
God send me love my debts to pay,
While unthrifts fool their love away!

Nothing could have my love o'erthrown
If thou hadst still continued mine;
Yea, if thou hadst remain'd thy own,
I might perchance have yet been thine.
But thou thy freedom didst recall
That it thou might elsewhere enthral:
And then how could I but disdain
A captive's captive to remain?

When new desires had conquer'd thee
And changed the object of thy will,
It had been lethargy in me,
Not constancy, to love thee still.
Yea, it had been a sin to go
And prostitute affection so:
Since we are taught no prayers to say
To such as must to others pray.

Yet do thou glory in thy choice--
Thy choice of his good fortune boast;
I'll neither grieve nor yet rejoice
To see him gain what I have lost:
The height of my disdain shall be
To laugh at him, to blush for thee;
To love thee still, but go no more
A-begging at a beggar's door.

I have more and more evidence to suggest that this girl is really bad at relationships. It was first brought up Junior year that the relationship she was in was empty and just surface and I had been warned to keep my relationship not like that one. She later excitedly told people the day before Valentine's Day that she was single. Today, I had someone confirm that she is uber flirty and nothing she really does actually reflects how she feels at all. All of her guy friends at one point or another take interest in her. It is never real for her.

This little bit made me happy. I may be really picky and still flirt with strangers, but I at least go through steps and tests to determine candidacy. She doesn't do that, she just plays. How very...Karma.

-I still need to make a new password...
Scarlet Bloodmoon