I've been so helplessly tired these past few days. It's gotten to the point where I'm almost falling asleep while driving in the afternoon right after school. I just want to fall asleep with him and curl in his arms. I want to spend hours alone with him. I miss the way things were. I want to spend forever with him.
I want to be on the roof, to be outside. I want to be in some super grassy area, lying on my back and staring up at the stars. I want to be away from this place. I want to be comfortably warm and safe. I want to be held and caressed. It's to a point where I'd be beyond elated to be able to take a nap with him.
I'm pretty much done dealing with all of this stuff. I can't wait for the day where I can leave all of this behind and not look back. I'm going to be so glad to just move on to bigger and better things while there are people (and people I know) who will dwell in their little world and will never step out of it. Well, I have a month more before I can sleep in every night. Wouldn't that be amazing?
-Make It All Better
Scarlet Bloodmoon
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i want to make everything better
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