Today was spent as a day to finish all of my homework and to catch up on sleep that I've missed through the week. I woke up, had a brunch of sorts, did some homework, mostly chatted with James while he was in church, and then went to Walmart with him to pick up Superbowl Party supplies. 45 minutes later, I was at home and started to finish the homework. Dinner, more homework, finally finished, internet.
Um...on the way home, I started randomly pondering things and realized that living with someone else would be weird. I could picture the way he'd hold me, lounging around on weekends; or the way we'd spend the entire Sunday in bed. I could picture sitting down to dinner, the two of us pressed so closely; cooking; doing the dishes and starting a huge water fight. I pictured all of these things and in that moment realized that if I was going to live with him, I would personally treat it like we were unofficially married. That's the kind of marriage I want to get into, one that I can do all of these silly and fun things in and he'd love me for doing so; one where I know just by the way he looks at me, and just in the way he holds me, that all is perfect and right; one where we'd never have to worry about dealing with a divorce or who would take the kids. I want someone who loves me no matter what: I want someone like James for the rest of my life.
-Chin Up, Stare Forward
Scarlet Bloodmoon
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someday i will marry you, i promise.
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