It's Not Enough, It Never Is

There are no words to describe how much I love spending time with DJ and James. There's just something about the two of them that make me do stupid/irresponsible things and a sense of joy that starts to bubble from out of nowhere. Saturday was amazing. I'm not sure what my favorite part was...there was just so much stuff in 15 hours.

I got to the Arizona State University (well, close enough) at 6 in the morning, so that meant leaving my house at 5:30. Eh. Traffic was light and I was cruising 80 on the way there. Good fun. I got there, sitting in the lobby for a little and wandering around before I called James. Well, they had finally woken up at 6, so I hopped to breakfast with another group I'm not that familiar with. I mean, the chemistry kid from before was there, but the other people I choose to associate with as little as possible. Walking the...40 feet to IHOP, we sat down and ordered. Eventually, James and DJ joined us, followed by three other girls that I'm sure weren't in the class. I ended up having like 3 cups of coffee with heavy creamer and then we headed back to the hotel to sort and pack and whatnot.

Finally finished, we all headed to ASU to check in to the competition thing and hang out. After that, we split, so James and I went across the way to the computer lab there. They had a thing of Mac computers, so we hopped on them (even though we didn't have an account thing) and played with them. DJ came and joined us, keeping us from doing stupid shit, and eventually, a kid from a nearby highschool came around and asked if we could tie ties. Well, James started, but decided the tie was too flimsy so I took it. Being a perfectionist, I kept fixing it, and I'm sure I bugged him just a little. Eventually, when the presentations were about to start, we headed back to a room where one of the girls from our school was presenting, and sat down. So many presentations that were so boring! We had...just stuff I couldn't bear to sit through. Finally, they gave us a break and we went outside to sit and chat with everyone else.

Coming back, more people gave presentations and blah. Eventually, they all finished and we had lunch. It wasn't very great at all. Eh. With the remaining time, we wandered around ASU for a little bit before heading back to a classroom to hear awards. Posters: James and DJ didn't win for their poster, but another girl did. Two of the guys in the group won Third for their presentations, and the girl who presented in our room won second. Congrats and stuff like that. After that, they let us go on another break and we wandered around ASU some more. People started presenting their projects, trying to get it down to the top 6. Eh, the only amusing thing here was James kept falling asleep and that was kind of amusing. Apparently, he didn't sleep very much the night before. Oh, and apparently, he liked my hair better purple. Hmm...Break between the presentations and final awards, James, DJ, chemistry kid, two freshman and I walked to Haydon library. After splitting at the elevator, James, two freshman and I wandered into the primary documents, and I looked for some stuff on my research topic thing. After that, we went into the science library where I commented on expecting to find someone I knew from ages ago there. We went to the magazine room and James toppled a thing of magazines, missing me by a few inches. He said he was aiming for me, but ha, not really. After that, we spotted DJ and the chem kid again and headed upstairs to wander around. We headed back, spotting DJ and chem kid ahead of us, so we jokingly decided to "ninja" them. They escaped us, but it was still amusing. We tried to lose the freshman, but that didn't work all that well. We eventually raced them to the room again, but they cheated by running, so ha! No, not really...there really weren't any set rules.

Awards were okay. Our second-place girl got 6th, so she was the alternate. Eh. We got out of the room, and wandered away while everyone called back to us. DJ, James and I looked back and explained that our cars were this way, but chem kid decided to follow us. Naw, we'll bring you the stuff back. So, we headed back.

Meeting up back at school, I got there first. Noticing all of the gates were closed, I circled around and pulled into this curve where parents could drop off students. I pulled to the very front, leaving room for people. The poster girl left her car in the lot that was locked, so we had to move to let her out. She had to ramp up the curve, but she had a small jeep. It worked. Somehow, James and DJ managed to get into the lot and then couldn't get out. I went over to meet them on foot, and they managed to wedge me in front of the two of them in the front and attempt to ramp over the curve. Didn't work as well, but it worked. After getting everything settled, I got into my car and we headed to James' house. They were in the lead, but after a light, since I was in an automatic car and they had a manual, I got ahead of them. Pulling into his house, I realized they took the long way around. Rolling my eyes, I jumped out of my car and waiting at the corner of his house.

We eventually headed inside, and DJ and I joked about ribbon candy that we called "chloroform candy." Every time I'm over, I have at least a little piece, and they're always different from what was expected. This time, I got peppermint. James came out of his parents' room with three shotguns and a pistol, so DJ and James started pulling them out and playing with them. After we were bored, we put them all away and set them back. Apparently, James trusts us enough to let us help. Eventually, we ended up with a shotgun shell and a rile round each. They are currently in my purse...maybe I can find something to do with it.

We decided that we were hungry and so we drove off to find food. Dinner was interesting, but not that much fun. On the way back, however; DJ had left his door unlocked (something unheard of) and James had locked his door. They basically switched. So, we made jokes about roleplaying and it went on from there. Apparently, DJ was the "dashing young teacher," I was the schoolgirl, and James was the "random drunk father of one of the students complaining about something." Somewhere along the way, something happened and all three of us were in a room and I got naked? It was an interesting conversation (oh, right, none of that physically happened, it was just a scenario we all helped sketch). We drove home and I left.

See, I love spending time with them, because it's like we've reached a level of comfort where nothing really matters anymore. We're all so open minded that if anyone were to sit in on our conversation, we'd all be racist. I also feel safe - safe from somehow awaking my vixen. I'm done with anything relationship related with DJ, and I know that no matter what happens with James, I will never allow myself to go further than an emotional relationship. It's just a wonderful feeling - no real restrictions and no worries. Well, maybe I can come up with more excuses to avoid Snake for a little longer while somehow harvesting information from people about James. This is just too fun. I don't know why I didn't think of this ages ago. Hee hee, remember when I said that I was stopping myself from wanting a relationship? Well, I guess I retract that statement. I'm such a victim to pressure that if enough people suggest something, I will be tempted to try. So far, there are like three forces convincing me, and it seems to be working rather well...Silly forces.

Sunday, I was going to go out again, but parental got mad and so I stayed at home and dyed my hair. It was great fun! Eh.

I got like three books today! I shall read them eventually...

-Apologetic Glances Shot From Every Angle
Scarlet Bloodmoon

Title from: Until the End by Breaking Benjamin