Dystopia

Nothing much for the month of November. Umm...Drama, giving up on high school, Jeremy dropped out, learned more about abortion and abortion laws than any other teenager, cried and was all sad face as every single gay-rights proposition was voted in favor of the heterosexual, and figured out how much my mom really loves me. I have a bit over three weeks until I'm legal and I'm excited. Seriously. I've had a huge craving for unsweetened iced tea recently...it's been weird.

I don't know. It's been uneventful. Today is a one-month-anniversary for something none of us thought would really happen, and I've started a secret competition and will try to one-up the male. James and I think I have a better chance of having sex with the female than the male ever does. I guess, in that new-couple way, they're cute...but a month later, you can definitely tell that the relationship is kind of straining. She spends more time with us than him...

Bella's in a new relationship. While everyone thinks he's like another Otter, he's more mature than Otter ever will be. Eh, I'm not a very good judge of character, but James thinks that this new one is just as immature...Might not leave her in favor of video games, but not worth settling down with. Ex-druggie smoker apparently.

It's been more than three months since I've touched weed. I kind of want to do it again, because seriously, I'm done worrying and caring...but I don't want to find someone to get it from. I'm also dirt poor, so I'm not seeing how this will work out. Eh, something will wok out.

Jeremy's been harshly critical of everything I've done and how I choose to do stuff. It doesn't matter that he's a hypocrit or that he is seriously worse off than I am, no. It only matters that I'm not perfect and that since he's the one pointing blame, I'm the one with all the fault. I'm the one that's fucked up because I still go to school and choose to take personal days to get over things.

Neh. So my licence is suspended until Christmas...and since that epic sucks and I can't do anything about it, I'm going to stop worrying about it for a bit and then go do that when I can. Fuck the system and their couches, I will be on the road one day, and I will fucking love it.

-Just one shot. Just one prick. Then it's all over
Scarlet Bloodmoon