It's October!

And normally, at the end of the month/start of the new month, I'd post something drabble with the password I've been using all month long as the title. Well, that was Imaginary...It was early, but it fit. The really sad thing is, my laptop charger committed hari kari and so I'm not using my laptop, which means I'm not changing the password, which means I am late! Sad face. September was amusing...lots of things happened and I got in so much trouble!

I don't know how September really started...well, the end of August was pretty silly. About a week into September, totally had sex everyday for a week. It was interesting. Was it towards the end of that week that I had finally died? What else happened? Seen more dry ice in the past month than I've probably ever seen in my life, had more sex than I've had in my life, been more honest than I've been in awhile, been more honest than I've been in any other relationship, been more open, been better in general. Oh, and I finally moved on. That was great.

So I told James I cheated on him. It was like 2 this morning and I've been really happy about it since. I mean, I had already told Bella most of the story, so it's not like it was still uber secret or something, and it was the right thing to do. I've been thinking about telling him for a month now, wondering when the right time would be. I'm so glad I can be honest and that I've matured enough to be a decent human being. It's so silly, he's the one person I am the most honest with...Screw storybook, fairytale love: this is what love is.

Homecoming was fun. Totally went to Walmart and Panda Express dressed up and then headed off to Dillard's just because. We wandered to Best Buy and eventually headed to school. I totally have to say that this year and Junior year are pretty much tied. The only thing that could have make junior year better was the fact that there were more people that I actually spent time with? And more people glowsticked at that one. And in retrospect, my relationship with my date hasn't deteriorated yet, so I guess that makes this year much more fun. And the really cool thing was, I made it home in time!

There hasn't been much going on. I guess in the past week, I've pretty much seen James like everyday and definitely talk to him online a whole ton. The main difference between this time and the last time we were dating is a whole ton more communication and a solid knowledge of how much I'm not corrupting him? Or maybe it's the fact that I'm totally over Cale now? I don't really care what it is now, and it's probably a whole conglomerate of all the things that changed between us, but I'm glad we had this chance to try again.

Well, my life has been epic for the past month and however many weeks. I only hope Karma won't be a bitch and take it all away from me...

-Always and Forever
Scarlet Bloodmoon